rargh. feeling abit stressed and tired right now. i know i know that i should trust in Him but i feel that its too little too late, that i really should have started praying earlier, and i cant help but feel that my hourglass is running out before God stops giving me second chances. and i know "He is the God of the second chances" etc etc but what abt the 10 millionth?? argh. dunno la anyway, i keep telling myself tt better pple than myself are praying too and so its not so bad but i know tts not right. just some screwed up thoughts.
anyway, vesak day was a productive day for me, met chong to exercise (she ran and i bladed), tho we didnt exactly exercise tgt cos i came late but had a nice lychee drink with her :) and milo van! yay haha. milo vans just make the whole day seem better!
packed all the clothes i dont wear and they filled 5 bags full la haha my mother was like "WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!" but it freed up some much needed space in my cupboard... GSS here i come!
i really need FAITH
anyway, i was thinking abt stuff and i realise that i really dont like pretending that i like someone who i dont. like if i realise tt i dont get along with a certain person, i wont go for grp stuff with that person, kinda like how in jc we stopped asking the rest of the class along for class outings after a while cos we knew that it would be a futile attempt and we just couldnt be bothered anymore. also, why would anyone wanna hang out with pple you dont really enjoy hanging out with? but i think tt this attitude while good in sch and in a social setting (cos u dont get stuck in extreme boredom situations), its not so good in the working world, cos no matter what you will have to interact with certain pple even if you dont really have anything to say to them. so i will try to look upon such meetings now as "networking" haha.
i wish i were more street smart
and
i need tuition :(
~~~~~
oh wow just went up to the roof and the sky was soooooo pretty! act i went to check if daddy and his friends were still there before i closed the door but was treated with a gorgeous sky so i lay down on the table and admired God's handiwork and now i feel 1000000000 times better abt everything! my God shall supply all my needs :) its really amazing how God responds to us so personally no matter what! He knew i was feeling abit down and sianned and knew just the right thing to cheer me up! ilU heh
anyway, vesak day was a productive day for me, met chong to exercise (she ran and i bladed), tho we didnt exactly exercise tgt cos i came late but had a nice lychee drink with her :) and milo van! yay haha. milo vans just make the whole day seem better!
packed all the clothes i dont wear and they filled 5 bags full la haha my mother was like "WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!" but it freed up some much needed space in my cupboard... GSS here i come!
i really need FAITH
anyway, i was thinking abt stuff and i realise that i really dont like pretending that i like someone who i dont. like if i realise tt i dont get along with a certain person, i wont go for grp stuff with that person, kinda like how in jc we stopped asking the rest of the class along for class outings after a while cos we knew that it would be a futile attempt and we just couldnt be bothered anymore. also, why would anyone wanna hang out with pple you dont really enjoy hanging out with? but i think tt this attitude while good in sch and in a social setting (cos u dont get stuck in extreme boredom situations), its not so good in the working world, cos no matter what you will have to interact with certain pple even if you dont really have anything to say to them. so i will try to look upon such meetings now as "networking" haha.
i wish i were more street smart
and
i need tuition :(
~~~~~
oh wow just went up to the roof and the sky was soooooo pretty! act i went to check if daddy and his friends were still there before i closed the door but was treated with a gorgeous sky so i lay down on the table and admired God's handiwork and now i feel 1000000000 times better abt everything! my God shall supply all my needs :) its really amazing how God responds to us so personally no matter what! He knew i was feeling abit down and sianned and knew just the right thing to cheer me up! ilU heh
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